Fugitive, 1952
What is home if kitchen forgets the flavor of your presence?
is it truly hometown if safe and sound means separation?
and who would've thought that the road home would be runway for your getaway?
stewarding power faithfully shouldn't be a life sentence
but when wolves rule this animal farm
no one born year of the horse leaves unscathed
that's why you sent firstborn to boarding school
even though it would be years before her blossoming brilliance would feed from the sunshine of your radiance
for you were barred from fresh air as one with landowner heirs
but good fortune became golden opportunity
when they trusted you to lift pivot foot from prison
and I wonder 70 years later if you would have changed your decision
to leave children
desert your roots
scrap for reality beyond communist reeducation truths
yet hope docked on the other side of border
so you flew south like migrating monarch
traversing tragedy towards the treasure of liberty
praying with your feet that freedom was smiling on the other side of fear
fleeing fugitives
with newborn tucked in like dumpling skin
smuggled between gunfire and poverty
your heart rate scorched with a heartache kind of aftertaste
hotter than bottle of 辣椒 red pepper flakes
but bitter like tears of blindsided goodbyes
I wonder if the nightmare of being caught outweighed your hometown-sized loss
all I know is that going back was beyond pipe dream
a stable river of possibility once ran through your village
but ever since that fateful day
those dreams vanished like dammed tributary
so you began to reimagine your family's future
escape was just the beginning
next would come a blue-collar engineering feat to rebuild what was taken
but first you had to ensure reunion
for three children were still orphaned in motherland
and thus began the intricate operation
to retrieve the priceless fragments of
family
imprisoned behind the flames of revolution